Music!! Oh how I love you... You're one of the things that I try to always appreciate and never take for granted. It's funny how much people go on in their daily lives and demand so much and complain all of the time. Driving around in fancy cars, going home to air conditioning, food in the fridge, etc. Anyway I'm slowly starting to get back on my feet...I'm tired of not feelin like my old self!! Did I mention music yet? Frank Ocean..you are so amazing! It's so rare to listen to a mixtape from beginning to end and love every piece of it..he is so underrated but maybe that's a good thing so I can get a cheap concert ticket if he ever comes around! :)  hahah Lord knows I love my concerts! I'm gonna finish with a part of a song and I think I might make this my regular routine!

The only dad I'd ever know, but pretty soon he'd be gone too
Hide my face, hide my face, can't let 'em see me crying
Cause these boys didn't have no fathers neither...
And they weren't crying, my friend said it wasn't so bad
You can't miss what you ain't had, well I can, I'm sad 

This makes me think of my father and whenever I would get sad, I always used to think about all of the other

people without a parent, or even both. And it makes since that you can't miss what you never had... it's like you miss the

things you made up in your head of what could have been...